Mahabharata 2.70.20

रत्या मत्या च गत्या च ययाहमभिसंधिताजीवितप्रियतां मह्यं धिगिमां क्लेशभागिनीम्

ratyā matyā ca gatyā ca yayāhamabhisaṃdhitājīvitapriyatāṃ mahyaṃ dhigimāṃ kleśabhāginīm

Our plain-language meaning of this verse is waiting for scholar review.