Mahabharata 9.2.42

अहं वियुक्तः स्वैर्भाग्यैः पुत्रैश्चैवेह संजयकथमद्य भविष्यामि वृद्धः शत्रुवशं गतः

ahaṃ viyuktaḥ svairbhāgyaiḥ putraiścaiveha saṃjayakathamadya bhaviṣyāmi vṛddhaḥ śatruvaśaṃ gataḥ

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