Mahabharata 1.145.30

अथ वा मद्विनाशोऽयं न हि शक्ष्यामि कंचनपरित्यक्तुमहं बन्धुं स्वयं जीवन्नृशंसवत्

atha vā madvināśo'yaṃ na hi śakṣyāmi kaṃcanaparityaktumahaṃ bandhuṃ svayaṃ jīvannṛśaṃsavat

Our plain-language meaning of this verse is waiting for scholar review.