Mahabharata 11.16.59

नूनमाचरितं पापं मया पूर्वेषु जन्मसुया पश्यामि हतान्पुत्रान्पौत्रान्भ्रातॄंश्च केशवएवमार्ता विलपती ददर्श निहतं सुतम्

nūnamācaritaṃ pāpaṃ mayā pūrveṣu janmasuyā paśyāmi hatānputrānpautrānbhrātṝṃśca keśavaevamārtā vilapatī dadarśa nihataṃ sutam

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