Mahabharata 11.22.15

किं नु दुःखतरं कृष्ण परं मम भविष्यतियत्सुता विधवा बाला स्नुषाश्च निहतेश्वराः

kiṃ nu duḥkhataraṃ kṛṣṇa paraṃ mama bhaviṣyatiyatsutā vidhavā bālā snuṣāśca nihateśvarāḥ

Our plain-language meaning of this verse is waiting for scholar review.