Mahabharata 12.217.8

तदीदृशमिदं भावमवशः प्राप्य केवलम्यद्येवमभिजानामि का व्यथा मे विजानतः

tadīdṛśamidaṃ bhāvamavaśaḥ prāpya kevalamyadyevamabhijānāmi kā vyathā me vijānataḥ

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