Mahabharata 12.275.18

एताञ्शोकभयोत्सेकान्मोहनान्सुखदुःखयोःपश्यामि साक्षिवल्लोके देहस्यास्य विचेष्टनात्

etāñśokabhayotsekānmohanānsukhaduḥkhayoḥpaśyāmi sākṣivalloke dehasyāsya viceṣṭanāt

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