Mahabharata 14.32.22

नाहमात्मार्थमिच्छामि मनो नित्यं मनोन्तरेमनो मे निर्जितं तस्माद्वशे तिष्ठति नित्यदा

nāhamātmārthamicchāmi mano nityaṃ manontaremano me nirjitaṃ tasmādvaśe tiṣṭhati nityadā

Our plain-language meaning of this verse is waiting for scholar review.