Mahabharata 14.67.18
अस्मिन्हि बहवः साधो ये ममासन्मनोरथाःते द्रोणपुत्रेण हताः किं नु जीवामि केशव
asminhi bahavaḥ sādho ye mamāsanmanorathāḥte droṇaputreṇa hatāḥ kiṃ nu jīvāmi keśava
Our plain-language meaning of this verse is waiting for scholar review.