Mahabharata 14.80.14

सोऽहमप्यद्य यास्यामि गतिं पितृनिषेविताम्न शक्नोम्यात्मनात्मानमहं धारयितुं शुभे

so'hamapyadya yāsyāmi gatiṃ pitṛniṣevitāmna śaknomyātmanātmānamahaṃ dhārayituṃ śubhe

Our plain-language meaning of this verse is waiting for scholar review.