Mahabharata 3.264.50

अप्येवाहं निराहारा जीवितप्रियवर्जिताशोषयिष्यामि गात्राणि व्याली तालगता यथा

apyevāhaṃ nirāhārā jīvitapriyavarjitāśoṣayiṣyāmi gātrāṇi vyālī tālagatā yathā

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