Mahabharata 4.39.12

अभिप्रयामि संग्रामे यदहं युद्धदुर्मदान्नाजित्वा विनिवर्तामि तेन मां विजयं विदुः

abhiprayāmi saṃgrāme yadahaṃ yuddhadurmadānnājitvā vinivartāmi tena māṃ vijayaṃ viduḥ

Our plain-language meaning of this verse is waiting for scholar review.