Mahabharata 5.173.3

किं नु गर्हाम्यथात्मानमथ भीष्मं दुरासदम्आहोस्वित्पितरं मूढं यो मेऽकार्षीत्स्वयंवरम्

kiṃ nu garhāmyathātmānamatha bhīṣmaṃ durāsadamāhosvitpitaraṃ mūḍhaṃ yo me'kārṣītsvayaṃvaram

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