Mahabharata 5.188.12

वधिष्यसि रणे भीष्मं पुरुषत्वं च लप्स्यसेस्मरिष्यसि च तत्सर्वं देहमन्यं गता सती

vadhiṣyasi raṇe bhīṣmaṃ puruṣatvaṃ ca lapsyasesmariṣyasi ca tatsarvaṃ dehamanyaṃ gatā satī

Our plain-language meaning of this verse is waiting for scholar review.