Mahabharata 5.31.23

अलमेव शमायास्मि तथा युद्धाय संजयधर्मार्थयोरलं चाहं मृदवे दारुणाय च

alameva śamāyāsmi tathā yuddhāya saṃjayadharmārthayoralaṃ cāhaṃ mṛdave dāruṇāya ca

Our plain-language meaning of this verse is waiting for scholar review.