Mahabharata 5.70.13

इतो दुःखतरं किं नु यत्राहं मातरं ततःसंविधातुं न शक्नोमि मित्राणां वा जनार्दन

ito duḥkhataraṃ kiṃ nu yatrāhaṃ mātaraṃ tataḥsaṃvidhātuṃ na śaknomi mitrāṇāṃ vā janārdana

Our plain-language meaning of this verse is waiting for scholar review.