Mahabharata 5.75.19

अहं हि यन्ता बीभत्सोर्भविता संयुगे सतिधनंजयस्यैष कामो न हि युद्धं न कामये

ahaṃ hi yantā bībhatsorbhavitā saṃyuge satidhanaṃjayasyaiṣa kāmo na hi yuddhaṃ na kāmaye

Our plain-language meaning of this verse is waiting for scholar review.