Mahabharata 5.88.69

याहं गाण्डीवधन्वानं सर्वशस्त्रभृतां वरम्धनंजयं न पश्यामि का शान्तिर्हृदयस्य मे

yāhaṃ gāṇḍīvadhanvānaṃ sarvaśastrabhṛtāṃ varamdhanaṃjayaṃ na paśyāmi kā śāntirhṛdayasya me

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