Mahabharata 6.114.33

पित्रा तुष्टेन मे पूर्वं यदा कालीमुदावहत्स्वच्छन्दमरणं दत्तमवध्यत्वं रणे तथातस्मान्मृत्युमहं मन्ये प्राप्तकालमिवात्मनः

pitrā tuṣṭena me pūrvaṃ yadā kālīmudāvahatsvacchandamaraṇaṃ dattamavadhyatvaṃ raṇe tathātasmānmṛtyumahaṃ manye prāptakālamivātmanaḥ

Our plain-language meaning of this verse is waiting for scholar review.