Mahabharata 7.11.18

सोऽयं मम जयो व्यक्तं दीर्घकालं भविष्यतिअतो न वधमिच्छामि धर्मराजस्य कर्हिचित्

so'yaṃ mama jayo vyaktaṃ dīrghakālaṃ bhaviṣyatiato na vadhamicchāmi dharmarājasya karhicit

Our plain-language meaning of this verse is waiting for scholar review.