Mahabharata 8.23.39

अवमानमहं प्राप्य न योत्स्यामि कथंचनआपृच्छ्य त्वाद्य गान्धारे गमिष्यामि यथागतम्

avamānamahaṃ prāpya na yotsyāmi kathaṃcanaāpṛcchya tvādya gāndhāre gamiṣyāmi yathāgatam

Our plain-language meaning of this verse is waiting for scholar review.