Mahabharata 8.50.22

एवं चापि हि मे कामो नित्यमेव महारथकथं भवान्रणे कर्णं निहन्यादिति मे मतिः

evaṃ cāpi hi me kāmo nityameva mahārathakathaṃ bhavānraṇe karṇaṃ nihanyāditi me matiḥ

Our plain-language meaning of this verse is waiting for scholar review.