Mahabharata 9.64.24

दिष्ट्या नाहं परावृत्तो युद्धे कस्यांचिदापदिदिष्ट्याहं निहतः पापैश्छलेनैव विशेषतः

diṣṭyā nāhaṃ parāvṛtto yuddhe kasyāṃcidāpadidiṣṭyāhaṃ nihataḥ pāpaiśchalenaiva viśeṣataḥ

Our plain-language meaning of this verse is waiting for scholar review.