Valmiki Ramayana 2.14.18

न च शक्नोम्यहं द्रषुं पूर्वं तथा सुखम् ।हतहर्षं निरानन्दं पुनर्जनमवाङ्मुखम्॥

na ca śaknomyahaṃ draṣuṃ pūrvaṃ tathā sukham |hataharṣaṃ nirānandaṃ punarjanamavāṅmukham ||

Our plain-language meaning of this verse is waiting for scholar review.