Valmiki Ramayana 5.24.4

राक्षसी वशमापन्ना भर्त्यमाना सुदारुणम् ।चिन्तयन्ती सुदुःखार्ता नाहं जीवितुमुत्सहे॥

rākṣasī vaśamāpannā bhartyamānā sudāruṇam |cintayantī suduḥkhārtā nāhaṃ jīvitumutsahe ||

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